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dr cope and mr seethe ([personal profile] cagedinflesh) wrote2020-11-30 04:09 pm

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fun roulette, which personality will it be, you just can't know
unless you do know who you want, then say so
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[personal profile] individualist 2015-05-28 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
[She doesn't respond until she's taken it off, folding it to put on the floor beside her.]

I got stabbed by someone in a fight because he did me a favor.

I was gonna just let him go, but then I realized the monarchs would probably throw a hissy fit if they saw. I don't know if they would, but I didn't want to take a chance, so I figure I'd fake it for a little while and then leave.

Then it turns out it was Mac Lir's stupid cursed spear. Wounds don't heal when that thing stabs you.
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[personal profile] individualist 2015-05-28 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
Not that kind of favor. He taught me how to use my shard, just...he didn't know I was the one who tried to kill him a few months before that.

So I thought, y'know, he likes doing the whole stupid heroic "I'm gonna save people!" thing so...if I just let him go about his business without getting in the way this time around, we're even.

I just didn't realize who he was before he stabbed me.

[She slumps a bit in her chair, sighing.]

These lapses in judgement keep happening while I'm here and I don't know why. If it were anywhere else I probably would have recognized him immediately.

[#RPCHARACTERPROBLEMS]
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[personal profile] individualist 2015-05-28 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
[She actually watches the whole process with...interest? Yeah, definitely interest. She hasn't seen this done before.]

Huh? [Her attention snaps back to him briefly, then she shakes her head.] --oh, no. It isn't like that.

It's...when I'm Hikaru, I'm still me 100%. It's just like taking on a different personality subconsciously; everything I say is what I'd say normally, it's just presented differently.

So it's easier to take it as separating 'Lucifer' and 'Hikaru' as two people, but it's also the wrong way to express it. It isn't like you and Edward; it's more like changing who you are...but at the same time staying true to your 'self' where it matters most, just for a little while.

Anyway, it doesn't matter. Nothing I can't handle; just stupid little incidents like this.
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[personal profile] individualist 2015-05-28 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, that's what you meant. Well he is pretty much different, but- [She taps under her right eye.] -he has the love spot and his name's Diarmuid.

I mean everything else was wrong, but sharing those two things makes it really obvious who he is. It's like if you told someone about the serum thing along with your name and they still didn't get it.

...assuming they're familiar with the book and stuff.
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[personal profile] individualist 2015-06-05 12:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't sell yourself too short. You'd be of more use to most other masters than Hyde would, I'm sure.

[It actually reminds her of Hyde, in a way; only rather than it sounding like a whole lot of tryhard kissing up, it sounds like a lot of tryhard reassurance. It's a strange way to see similarities between them anyway, and not one she expected.

So she's going to approach this how she approaches Hyde and ignore the topic, turning it to what he's doing instead, something she's more interested in.
]

What's that for?

[Nodding towards the honey.]
Edited 2015-06-05 12:52 (UTC)
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[personal profile] individualist 2015-06-08 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[It is kind of tryhard though...]

I see...we don't really, uh, do the whole natural healing process thing. Gods, Angels, Demons...

Honestly, the material realm's such a pain. I kind of admire you guys for putting up with this all the time - or, well, you used to I guess.
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[personal profile] individualist 2015-06-08 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Look, I'm all for giving humans credit where credit is due. I was like the first humanist.

It was just more convenient for God to say "Oh, but the devil doesn't just hate me, he hates all of you guys as well! You should all reject him!"
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[personal profile] individualist 2015-06-08 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[Ohhh, she sees it. She doesn't particularly care though; being Hikaru just means being this way for her. The Devil's merely an idea, and ideas can be interpreted any number of ways. For the grand, the beautiful and winged Lucifer, that mysterious and charming personality is exactly what people would expect.

But for this, something just a bit more human, things aren't quite as serious. The only important thing to remember is the meaning of what she says, not how she says them.
]

Just don't get the wrong idea; I might not hate humanity on principle or out of pride, but I don't love you either. Acceptance and love aren't the same thing.

For me, who's observed you all from the beginning, it's a simple matter of being faced with the question "will you let them wither and die?" and deciding I won't abandon you to the whims of all the crazy cosmic stuff that's out there.
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[personal profile] individualist 2015-06-08 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
To think the one thing you guys would see eye to eye on is me, huh?

[And since he's probably lowered himself down to treat her shoulder properly, it means she can just reach over with her other hand and mess up his hair a bit.]

Although I guess considering all the servants I've met, you're the one I like most. [Except Saber considering she's pretty much all Satan'd up already, but that's out of the question, so Berserker will do as the one easiest to manipulate.] You're a good dog, Henry Jekyll.
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[personal profile] individualist 2015-06-08 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[Okay what the f u c k.

As much as she likes it when people drop their guard around her over the whole Hikaru thing, that was a bit much, wasn't it?
]

Yeah, yeah, okay. Don't go getting all affectionate on me; I'm still the big bad root of all evil on the inside, even if I don't look it on the outside.
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[personal profile] individualist 2015-06-08 10:45 pm (UTC)(link)
It's just weird, that's all. Noone treats me that way.

[A beat.]

...well, except Mirai.
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[personal profile] individualist 2015-06-08 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Well...

[Oh, what the hell. He's been attentive and useful for over a year now, and it isn't like she's here. People knowing isn't a disadvantage considering that.]

She's my daughter.

it's cause he's a weenie

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